So I was told that I have to update more on here
because Miss Katie likes to read about other peoples lives.

Well lets see my summer has been going good
been hanging out with a lot of friends, the usual summer activites.

Just recently saw that movie with Bruce Willis, the midnight showing,
IT WAS AMAZING.....You should all go see it.


I will be going to Warp Tour this saturday
so that should be awesome, get to see one of my FAVORITE BANDS,
Boys Like Girls.

Only lame thing about it is that The Used is no longer doing Warp tour
because of something lame.


And Yeah so im looking forward to that

and Lastly I will be getting my lisense in less then a week
so watch out.
Muhahahaha.
:-)

Love and Miss Everyone Already.
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I say im over you but we all know im not
i hate seeing you with someone else.

I cant seem to get him out of my head, and its driving me insane

like i need to get the thought of us not being together anymore out...

because if i dont im just going to keep blaming myself
and regreting breaking up with him

and crying
and i just need to stop
i need to be happy again

ALL I KNOW IS THAT HE WILL ALWATS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART
even if i broke his!

All im asking

is that he treats me like a the friend that he says that i am too him,
because at this very moment i feel like im nothing, zero.

We seem to have a distance between us
which is weird and something that im not used to
Im just so used to hanging out with him in his car
and just doing random things
and getting random calls
and then when it stops
its just lame.

And the sad thing is that he doesnt think that things are different or have changed
with us
but hes wrong, nothing is the same.
I get a feeling that he still feels uncomfortable around me
when he shouldnt
because hes moved on and says that he is happy with this new gf
so there just shouldnt be any distance at all
and he knows that im happy that hes moved on
and that im fine with the whole gf thing
so he shouldnt be ashamed to be my friend

I just want it back to how it used to be
I cant take this change any longer

ah

I miss my friend!
I miss all are laughs together
now its just hi and bye
and a high five

NO hug!
which is also stupid.

im done
i could on...
but i wont

Man I have this song stuck in my head....and i would sing it out loud but one i would totally make a fool of myself in front of my yearbook class, and second i will get it stuck in katies head and i know she wouldnt like that hahaha, but anyways im so going to a HGB concert on April 6th and im so excited, and my friend taylor might be able to get me and my friends brittany and dave backstage passes to the show, and if she does that means i get to meet my idol, FORREST! hes amazing! but yeah enough of hellogoodbye, i can talk about those guys for hours....So im here in yearbook with nothing to do, other than writing this journal...i havent updated in a while anyways so i thought it would be a good idea, it keeps me entertained..42nd street ended this weekend and it was a very sad time because one im graduating and wont be doing shows at royal no more well actually scratch that i will be helping my buddie dave with his class play hes directing and second i was so used to being around the same group of kids for a long period of time and then it just stops, and i hardly see any of them at school, so the next time i see them all together will be at the drama banquet, which im really excited about...

i think i will stop here because i can keep going...but i wont!

class is going to end soon anyways

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Off to English i go
YAY!
NOT!

Im here in Yearbook Class with my buddies KATIE AND STASI, who pretty much rock! and Mr. Lev is gone for the day, sooo sad! but yeah the sub is really creepy and i just dont like him at allllll...but anyways im really bored because there is nothing to do and i cant work on my deadline!!!!!!!!!!!!! well im out because im going crazy because of Katie


AND O CHRIS COPELAND IS SOOO DEAD AFTER SCHOOL!
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Hi! love,kt

Well im really bored so i guess ill update my journal...so yeah me week has been really slow and not fun just been dealing with school and other things, that i dont want to really talk about..i think yesturday was a good day though i had fun in yearbook even though i was getting picked on by katie and stasi (meanies)haha and dani and tyler came over and that was fun. Then me and dani went to movies and saw The Last Kiss, which was a really good movie...its one of those movies that drag you in and you cant wait to know what happens next..but yeah this weekend is going to suck cause i have 2 reports to work on and my friend alec is leaving for college tomorrow and it bits!
and i yet to say good-bye to him :[

Friday:

Got home from school
hyper
downloaded music into ipod
dani called asking to go get jamba
went to jamba
got a citrius squeeze
waited for my drink
walked outside
dani got tripped by some sinola kids
then i started laughing
and the kid starting laughing
i said its only funny when i laugh at her
and not you
he screamed sorry then my and dani started laughing
sat in the car
drove off
came back to my house and talked in her car
then fode calls
made us go to the mall
headed to hot topic grabbed an application
then went home
watched tv
went online the rest of the night
then went to bed


Saturday:

woke up early
got in the shower
brushed my teeth
got dressed
then jess called and said she was on her way
got my stuff all together
jess called saying she was in my driveway
got in her car
headed onto the freeway
on are way to the L.A fair
sang all the way there like nerds
got there
danced are way to the front
got in free..woohoo
went to the horse races
watched the races
had a yummy tri tip sandwich
watched more races
jess won money
walked the fair
looked at some pretty awesome stores
got ice cream
got trambled by people
ran through the parade
went back to the races
went on rides
hung out with drunk parents haha
when on the freeway
slept on the way home
got back to jess's house
got ready for dani's party
went to target
saw richard
said hi
got dani's present
went to brunswick(first ones there)
waited for dani
gave her present
waited for everyone
then bowled
and yes it was cosmic
bowled funny
sang happy birthday
got tourtured
boys suck
drove home with dave dustin and chey
sang all the way to chey's
and danced
got lost haha
got to chey's finally
convinced her mom to let her spend the night
it worked
then got to my house
and talked about "stuff"
and went to bed Zzzz

Sunday:

slept in
talked to dustin online
waited for chey to wake up
made breakfest
ate breskfest
watched music videos
then went on myspace
chey went home
then took a nap
woke up
dinner was ready
dowloaded music on new ipod
started laundry
cleaned kitchen
feed dog
now doing this

hahaha i know its alot i was bored :D

i woke up and was still feeling crappy from last night but as the day went on i started feeling better i just talked to ppl and listened to music....really really loud haha!! and just relaxed now im gonna go hang with some friends which will make my day even more better :)

<3<3
P.S.
katie thank you for making me feel better last night haha i hope are evil plan works if not than were screwed

hope everyone is having a good summer...mines going really slow ZZZzzzzz

So basically my weekend sucked....
cause i basically just thought all weekend and to tell you the truth cryed all night for 3 days straight, all over a stupid boy that i will have no chance with but cant get over him cause i like him so much...the only thing that i enjoyed over my weekend was the choir finale, which was so much fun :)
So back to the sucky part, okay so basically want im saying is that i just want my thinking of him to go away, but the problem is, i dont think it will happen...I just want him to like me the way i like him thats all and i would be the most happiest person and i would stop the crying all night crap that ive been doing lately

i dont know what to do anymore!?!?
:(

okay lets see im bored right now so im gonna just talk about how my day was i guess...i woke up at 8 today and i would of slepted in until 9:30 if it wasnt for my friends dog barking in my ear...so yea after that i had to leave to go to set build or light hang what ever..and yea i had fun kinda i guess...i just ended up getting paint all over me and getting picked on by both chris's(copleland and salas)so yea lets just say that light hang was a little crazy today with the everyone attacking eachother,miss enrights daughter and friend screaming at the top of there lungs and dogs barking and yea after that i was really tired and still am so yea now im just sitting here listening to music and talking on aim wanting tomorrow to come...bc its are first real rehearsal before the show and im excited...so yea im gonna go now...and if you read this then yea its long i know..so yea night!!!

p.s.
go to the show on thursday at 7 in the mpr!!!

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sam

my birthdays tom. im gonna be the big 17 and im excited...
and right now im freakin bored...SAVE ME!!

im rockin out to the all american rejects and yea im getting yelled at bc its to loud and i cant help it that i like to listen to my music really loud...!!

well anyways
yea if your bored over the break call me and will hang cause i know for a fact i wont be doing anything....CALL ME!!

<3
sam

im turning 17 in about 2 weeks and im freakin excited!!!

thought you all should know that..lol!!
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hey i just got a live journal and yea i only have like 3 friends..lol!!
well anyways my thanksgiving was not the best this year i was told some things by my parents that i really dont want to say..but the rest of my weekend was fun i got to see my cousin who i havent seen in ages and i got to spend time with my grandparents and had a slumber party....i also saw rent which was probally the best movie ive ever seen!!
oo and i have a story i went to justin elementry with my cousin and dani and when we were playing on the swings these three little boys about 10 11 yrs. old came up and called us gothic freaks and so we just ingored them but as we were leaving justin the boys were playing hand ball and thought we were coming towards them but we really werent then the started to run away and started screaming gothic freaks are coming to kill us and so we decided we would chace after them and yea that was my story i got to scare three boys hahaha....

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sam